Friday morning on my way to work, I was overcome with joy and gratitude to be living in Portland. The trees were dressed in an array of beautiful fall colors gracefully posing against a backdrop of mist-covered mountains. This incredible sight reminded me of how, at the beginning of the year, I had decided to be more thankful and present in the moment so I wouldn’t miss out on everyday gifts like this. Over a year ago, on a group motorcycle trip, I had an enlightening conversation with Karl and a good friend of ours, Chris. The three of us were mic’d up. As we rode, Chris introduced Karl and me to the Itty, Bitty, Shitty Committee. The Itty, Bitty, Shitty Committee, which I’ll just call Itty Bitty, is that negative voice in your head that tells you how terrible you are and reminds you of all of your shortcomings, whether real or imagined. Since that day, whenever we get together with Chris, we continue where we left off, sharing our progress in trying to rein in Itty Bitty and chan...
Hilarious!! The sound effects, the background music, your voice, the story, absolutely wonderful. I hope you continue with these spoken stories - I see podcasts in your future. You are one of the most "gray"ceful ladies I know.
ReplyDeleteAging is not something I think about too much, except when my body doesn't behave in the manner that it should! I forget how "old" I am. I suppose that's a good thing. When it comes to the physical signs, such as hair colour, I know that I'm fortunate that I'm just starting to see a few grays here and there. And I'm glad to hear that I have the same attitude towards aging as you do - aging peacefully and gracefully. Really, that's how everyone should want to live life.
Hey Tam, I'm constantly having to remind myself of my age... at least when my body isn't forcefully reminding me that I need to take care of it (ie. stretch) after whatever activity I've been doing. For the most part, don't really feel my age. Helps that most of my social life is with people much younger than me. For me, it's just a number. I'm more concerned with how I feel (excited, energetic, trying new things, etc) than focusing on a number. I never want to say "I'm too old to do that". I may have to adjust my expectations on how quickly I'll learn something new (ie. skiing), but I don't think of my age as a limiting factor. If anything it's liberating!!! I'm past the point of caring what everyone else thinks and do it anyway!!
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